I wish I wasn't alive right now.

So many people would have such better lives if I hadn't forced myself into them.

Art is on hold indefinitely. Everything is on hold indefinitely. I'm just going to wallow in my own tears until they stop.

I hope I don't wake up tomorrow.

Thank you to everyone who "answered the call" from the other day. It definitely lifted my spirits a bit. It wasn't really necessary but I appreciate it regardless.

To be fair, my arts weren't doing all that great here so I wasn't really expecting anything. That journal post was more about Xwitter than NG. Don't get me started on Instagram and Threads, where i'm basically invisible.

Anyways, more arts to come. I'm in a big fighting game mood so maybe there will be some fighting pictures. We'll see.

Here is your reward:

The art from yesterday didnt do as well as i had hoped it would.

I was really proud of it and was excited to show it to everyone, but not a lot of people showed up to see it.

I feel very discouraged right now.

New FINISHED art tomorrow

Get hyped

Remember that surgery I was supposed to have today?

Well.........april fools.

Surgery was cancelled at the literal last possible second. Everything was ready to go. We were just waiting for a covid test to return with results.

The covid test came back. I tested negative for covid........but I tested positive for THE FLU.

I have the flu and didn't even know it. They were afraid to put me to sleep because I have the flu.

I understand where they're coming from...........but I am still beyond disappointed.

Tomorrow is the big day.

I'll see you all on the other side.

EDIT: It's March 14th

It's official.

Surgery is a go.

Just waiting to hear back about dates.

I went to the emergency room yesterday for a medical emergency. We were there for almost 7 hours.

I need to have surgery now.

Things are on hold until further notice.

Thank you,

The Management

I forgot to do Pixel Day..........again

Whoops.

Happy 2024, Newgrounds!

I have a lot of things I wanna do this year. Honestly, if I get even one of those things done, it'll be a win for me. I always wanna do something but in the end I never end up doing any of them.

This year I want that to change.

I hope this year turns out to be a good one!