once again i tell you, i used to be a pessimistic loser. Your case may be something from outside in not from inside out, my case was inside out, what worked for me was personal development, nofap and christianism
Many sorrows shall be to the wicked: but he that trusteth in the LORD , mercy shall compass him about.
Psalm 32:10
Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat:
Matthew 7:13
JazzCat16180
you are not the one dude, I wish you the best
misterbright
B-B-But Morpheus said I was the one T-T