EDIT: I guess there is an exodus of followers. I'm sad now. I wish I knew why they were leaving. Sorry for letting you down I guess...

I don't usually delete posts that have comments or reactions, but that last one was too cringy to look at anymore.

I don't really have anything to say, but the last REAL post was in May and it's July now. I'm probably just going to keep my emotions off these news posts unless it's going to halt all art production. It's not very beneficial to myself or others. I'll just keep those things to myself from now on. I'm just a very lonely old loser who has no friends or anyone to connect with or talk about things I like with or even any girls to have a crush on. I just sort of exist in a void by myself. It's not fun. That's the last thing i'll say about that though because it's not productive or beneficial to myself or others so it doesn't need to be said anymore. Shrug.

Not really working on anything at the moment. I don't really have any ideas. I don't really know what to make. My urge to draw n color is very "on and off" these days.

I find myself trying to make the same kinds of things over and over again. I'm very aware of this so you don't need to tell me again. I think it's because I just want to "get it right this time" but also because it's too comfortable a thing to do. I don't wanna try new things because if I don't like what i've made i'll feel like I wasted all my time and I won't have something I can upload. That's not a healthy thought to have because the only way we can get better and grow is to try new things and explore outside our comfort zones. You just become stagnant if you stay in the same place forever.

I won't delete this post like the last couple. It'll stay up till I have something new to say or show or whatever. I promise (*fingers crossed behind back*).