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misterbright
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Posted by misterbright - November 4th, 2022


I'm so miserable I literally don't even know how to describe it anymore.


Everything is just a distraction from it. Nothing makes it feel better.


Seems like I can only ignore it for so long before it comes back...and it comes back even worse than the last.


I want to curl up into a ball on my bed and bawl my eyes out, but I can't even let myself do it for some reason.


I don't even get to draw anything I want to. Had to start another OC thingy. Really wish I hadn't done that, but it's not like I have any energy to think of anything i'd want to draw.


I'm gonna run out of sad gifs at the rate things are going.


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you are not the one dude, I wish you the best

B-B-But Morpheus said I was the one T-T

once again i tell you, i used to be a pessimistic loser. Your case may be something from outside in not from inside out, my case was inside out, what worked for me was personal development, nofap and christianism
Many sorrows shall be to the wicked: but he that trusteth in the LORD , mercy shall compass him about.
Psalm 32:10
Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat:
Matthew 7:13

jeebus and I don't talk much

I hope you get better. If it helps you can remove my request for the OC drawing thing. Mental health is important and I don't want someone to stress over my request.

I might just freeze the whole thing tbh. It'll get done eventually. I gave my word.