It's officially an entirely new year.

There are A LOT of things I wanna do "artistically", but there are even more things I NEED to do for myself in general.

I cannot go another year like last year. Never in my life have I felt more alone than I did in 2022. This year, i'm going to go hard towards finding my "forever friends" (you know how they say an animal gets their "forever home"? its like that but for me and for friends). I'm 33 freaking years old. If I let this year play out like it wants to, it's only going to be even worse and I don't think I can take another horrible year.

I can't ignore my toxic sludge brain ANY MORE. It's gone too long unchecked and practically ruins everything I do now (or in my case, don't do).

If this is the end for me, i'm not going to roll over and just let it happen. I'm going to go down swinging atleast.