All my obligations are finished for real this time.

NOW it's time for some new things.

EDIT: I forgot about Picoday whoops

I've been very unmotivated to scribble much lately.

My ADHD has been going wild and i've been getting even more easily distracted lately.

I took a few days from posting on Twitter and I think I destroyed my visibility.

Today, I woke up to find out a family member had passed away.

Damn, life. Cut me a fuckin break!

Everything is done. Got nothing I have to work on for anyone.

It's FINALLY time.......for new things.

I have to finish this art trade and then I get to do something different finally. It's always the worst when you really wanna do something but you have to finish something else first before you get to do what you want. It makes that thing you have to do feel like it'll take forever.

If you don't follow me on twitter, the next thing i'm gonna be doin will be something entirely different that i've never done before. It may be giant mechs with cute girls piloting them. I just have to figure out how to draw mechs first. Not MECHA, I mean old school mechwarrior / battletech style mechs. Maybe it'll be more futuristic things? I dunno yet. We'll see.

...........on Twitter

I hit 200 followers on Twitter BEFORE I hit 200 followers on Newgrounds. Been here almost 3 years and haven't hit 200 yet (or gotten a front page, but that's a ramble for a different day).

I've had my twitter for only a few months and I already got to 200.

You're letting Twitter beat you guys, Newgrounds. What the heck?!? I thought you guys were cool!!!

Rest in peace, General Forum

Still barely know what went down in there that led to it gettin closed. If anyone wants to fill me in, I wouldn't say no. You can be as detailed as you want.

Honestly, I haven't been paying attention to the art forum very much in general mostly cuz nothing is really goin on in there. You can find me in my usual other places if you need me or you like me and wanna chat with me or something (I may hav a discord but only for the coolest people, you'll have to inquire about that privately).

Still pluggin away at arts n such.

UPDATE AGAIN: I'm just waiting for the other half of my art trade to finish their picture and then i'll post mine. It's nothing special. I just drew their OC.

UPDATE: I hit 150 followers on twitter! Hurraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!!!!

Dude...

I haven't finished a drawing fully since JANUARY (oh my god I know right!). Thankfully, i'm FINALLY going to have a finished picture done soon, so look out for that. It's for an art trade with one of my twitter frenz.

I cannot believe it's been so long. The art portal probably thinks i'm dead.

I ended up not being as upset as I thought i'd be after yesterday...

...so we are going to just forget about the last few posts.

2023 has already started with a large bang. I've been putting far far more time into twitter than I have with newgrounds. The art forum isn't doing great right now so I haven't had much reason to gremlin scuttle my way through the forums in general. I haven't had much to say either so there's that. I dunno...just been doing my own thing I guess.

If you weren't aware, I have a twitter now and it's actually been going great so far. I've gotten over 150 followers in like 2 months-ish and not all of them are bots. I have gotten to talk and "moot" with a bunch of other art people and that's been wonderful. I've gotten to twitter follow a bunch of artists and I get to see all sorts of great stuff that I wanna rub my eyes all over. I seem to have attracted a lot of gals too, which makes me feel weird cuz I don't want people to think i'm some kind of harem weirdo (i'm just a regular weirdo). I've been trying to make friends with people and i've got some that i'd love to be friends with so hopefully those relationships develop into something great (i'm very hopeful).

I'm surprised at the amount of MINORS i've run into on twitter too. I thought there was an age you had to be older than to even have twitter, but i've seen plenty of really young people (13 - 14)...like wtf? I've avoided them like the plague and you have to be 18+ to follow me and 21+ for me to "moot" with you.

Something I haven't talked about here at all is something brand new: I have a discord now! I've been trying to get my twitter pals into it with varying success and we are up to 11 people myself included. My ultimate goal would be for people to wanna talk with each other but for now it seems like they only talk to me. I don't know how to make a good discord so it's gonna be some work. I haven't finished setting up everything but if you want an invite and are 18 or older, hit me up. Try not to be such a weirdo tho if you get in plz. I wanna have fun events where we can watch anime together or play art drawing games (or regular ones) or w/e.

I'm getting excited for the future for once.

My twitter

My Discord : You have to message me for an invite or I have to invite you.

It's officially an entirely new year.

There are A LOT of things I wanna do "artistically", but there are even more things I NEED to do for myself in general.

I cannot go another year like last year. Never in my life have I felt more alone than I did in 2022. This year, i'm going to go hard towards finding my "forever friends" (you know how they say an animal gets their "forever home"? its like that but for me and for friends). I'm 33 freaking years old. If I let this year play out like it wants to, it's only going to be even worse and I don't think I can take another horrible year.

I can't ignore my toxic sludge brain ANY MORE. It's gone too long unchecked and practically ruins everything I do now (or in my case, don't do).

If this is the end for me, i'm not going to roll over and just let it happen. I'm going to go down swinging atleast.